Thanks Ruby. So true. That makes sense. Needed that reminder. I suppose my anger is at all the senseless losses too....family, friends, 50% of kids time, time, being sad and distraught for so long, job, the home I worked so hard and long on, being used, sanity etc etc etc . Over $200k in financial losses. Working hard to recover that with new job and penny pinching. I do need a treat when this is over though. Maybe some new clothes and shoes...it's been a while. Trip with the girls at some point is a must. Ya, we're both pissed. Sadness still hits me daily.
I miss you. How are you?????


M17 yrs.
me49
xW47
d15
d11

BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out)
Therapy 9 months (tried 2)
BD2- May/12(sep)
Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50
Sold home - Aug/13
Court #2 - Dec/13
Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again
We settled.