Wow, it's been such a long time! I've been thinking about all of you, and wanted to wish you joy this holiday season(even if it seems hard to be joyful considering your situations). There was a time when I couldn't visualize a joyful future. Even if I knew my life would eventually improve, it seemed like an abstract concept. Now that I've moved on to a much better place, I can see (and feel) happiness. My book will be published in a few months. I would've never written or published this book hadn't I gone through the terrible time I experienced. Remember, it's all in divine order. Be comforted that you're not alone, and continue relying on the support and encouragement in this forum. Sending love to all, and best to you in 2014.