The analogy has been made here that your way back is like revisiting these old ways and you slowly close the door on the them and you don't go back.
That is what happened. Is happening.
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I will not carry forward the sins of the father.
That is the work I must do and am here to do.
Well, then you wouldn't be human, now would you. You already have carried some of the sins of the father forward. It's how it works, brother. But you do have the choice to be able to reduce that load. To give your future generations the tools to deal with the past. The example that it is worth it.
I see a lot going on here, TG. Glad to see it and glad you shared it.
So there is a burning desire to know "why?" Why you chose what you did? Is it really just so you can avoid it in the future? Or is there a different reason?
While we're at it, can you reiterate what you're afraid of and where you think that fear comes from?
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
