Light bulb moments are a wonderful, eye opening, experience IF you can forgive yourself and learn from it. I've had a few during this process and, wow, some of made me feel 2" tall. I'm fairly certain I'll have more.
Be proud of how far you've come my friend. You're a good man and this is the most important trait.
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR