NEW LIFE / NEW ME - AIRBORNE II

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Just tugged in the Ds! So amazing great to see them!

I picked up bags at W today and for the first time since august I went in to her kitchen. She had the bag ready and went through some new clothes that she had bought for D6. We talked shortly about some daily stuff, what they have been doing and so on. I try to be more talkative and think I succeded.

She complained about not having enough clean underware for D6 and I told her (with a smile) to give me the dirty ones - I can handle a washing machine, so she went upstair, packed them and gave them to me.

She didn’t reach out for a hug when I arrived and neither when I left – so no hugging today!
I left after 5 min. to pick up Ds.

When I unpacked Ds stuff I found Ws e-cigarette in the bag and texted:

Me 19.19 I found an e-cigarette in the bag…just in case you are running around searching for it ;-)

W 19:21 I did :-) I have an extra but if you can drop it by it would be great :-) (Voiced nice and with a smile – hard to translate)

Ds and I watched a show about a hunter and a chef going to Scotland to hunt a stag in the highlands and then make dinner with it. I hunt, few weeks ago D6 and I cleaned a road killed stag in the barn here and made dinner of the heart. They made the heart in the show. W and I have been to the highlands in scotland three times - one of the times we hunted stags together. I believe that W has her hanging on the wall at her home, and a picture from this trip is cover on her FB.

Me: 21.02 I will. I have just watched [local TV-show] with D6. She went totally ballistic. Dad when can I come hunting. Dad they eat the heart like us. Dad they are doing what we did to the stag here…and many more like this. She is so cool :-)
Have a nice evening
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W 21.03 Great. She will be a real nature girl. Lovely

I hope the above is:

I am saying to take a little chance but don't push it and go hog wild.

I think another low risk way to test and check is to send a funny text or email, maybe forwarding a link of a story that reminded you of her, or tell her something funny that happened, or whatever. Or even something about the kids that is funny?

I feel peculiar have done this….but that’s properly just the big nose in the mirror picking in my eye (I like this one, Melissa – that’s just me! ) First time I have done ANYTHING like this since august as well. I hope this is following the advice given, but as always I have my doubts. Her last answer was shorter than EXPECTED

Sandi,
I can’t even imagine the time you have spent guiding me the last months and I am so grateful for this!
From here on I promise you that if you just write “This is one of the things you will never get so just do it” – then I will