OMG it's like you're in my head, I have very similar experiences with W.
Did you also ever notice that there were times where it seemed he was behaving/acting nice, made you think this might work out after all and then later on realize he was just playing nice with self centered motives? I get these flashbacks once in a while and just get hurt all of a sudden when my day was going along great.
Yes I do 2stubborn2quit This is why I'm being more cautious now when he is acting nice, I think what's coming next. It's not a nice feeling is it? Twice now when he's acted real nice for a few weeks at a time I got hit by a big wall. The first time was when he said he wanted a d and the second was when he wanted to sell the house.
Originally Posted By: 2old
Heh heh heh, thanks for throwing away the 2 x 4 you have with my name on it!! TTD, you will know what you want when you "FEEL IT". I realize that sounds ultra simplified but, isn't that where it all begins? When you feel something one way or the other you will react to it. There very well may be alot of false feelings as well as true feelings. At some point however, you indeed will know what "feelings" to act on...
Yes 2old I know what you mean about these feelings, but as yet I've got to work out what these feelings are, lol. Are they lust or love or just a general feeling of wanting? I've not had these feelings before and so it was a lot easier to just say - no I'm standing for H. Now I keep getting these feelings, it's harder to push them away. Does that make sense?
Originally Posted By: MileHigh
Just every other day, then? Yeah, I'm slowing down a bit these days, too.
No, not even every other day, lol. I'm getting too old for bedroom antics, lol. If Rick can get too old at 50, then so can I hehe.
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
This is why I'm being more cautious now when he is acting nice, I think what's coming next. It's not a nice feeling is it? Twice now when he's acted real nice for a few weeks at a time I got hit by a big wall. The first time was when he said he wanted a d and the second was when he wanted to sell the house.
