You can become someone only a fool would leave. That's what to focus on. Become your most awesome self. Do those things you have always wanted to, but were afraid to try. Live your life to the fullest and allow your spouse to find her own way right now. She has chosen to take a path without you right now. I know it hurts, but you've been given a gift to explore your life and re-discover what YOU WANT.
May the force be with you.
Heather
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson