Last night I was up until 1am fixing the washing machine frown Hopefully it's sorted now, it was going ok this morning smile I think it's the pipes outside that are clogged up, but I probably won't get a plumber this side of Christmas. Fingers crossed it's fixed now smile
H rang up this morning to say that he's taking my son out on Sunday to get my pressie and card for Christmas. He said he's been looking everywhere for the book, but can't find it. I said not to worry and gave him an alternative which he was pleased about smile I asked if he wanted my son to buy the calendar that he always gets, but he said he's already bought it for himself. He said he couldn't miss out on the penguin calendar, lol. Sometimes he does fool me into thinking that he's not got MLC, I guess some things that he likes don't change.
I'm so glad that I didn't have to go to college this week. After a late night, I slept in until 10am! Decided then to go out to pot the last of my Christmas presents. Do you know it's ridiculous now posting pressies out, it's like going through customs! Have I got anything with batteries in them, have I got any aerosols, etc. The security nowadays is getting ridiculous and that's just to the UK! I've asked for a leaflet so I can check in future.
I know I said that I was thinking of giving up on H, but MWD posted something on FB that made me think. She said you spend a lot of years building up your own history with your spouse, having private jokes, sharing traditions at Christmas and it just gets lost in the throws of D. She commented how sad it was. Makes you think doesn't it? When my H is behaving himself, I think yes I would like him back, but when he's the monster I think eurgh no! Guess I'll just have to see what the future holds for us smile

H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!