DIG DEEP DIG ON

[Ambivalent]

I am spinning. Do I acknowledge the receipt of the Dear Jane letter or not?

I wanted to take in children this past July, and interviewing families in August, but he was the one that poo poo'd it. Now I'm stuck. We have CRAPPY credit due to him not paying a mortgage before, when he got riffed, and now he wants to default! How in the heck am I going to get accepted to RENT anything with five little dogs? I have an interview today, project due tomorrow, and I don't know which way to turn !

I am OVERWHELMED and I don't want to make things worse, and I have to save the house !

I already got my daughter prepared to get a loan for school. She has decided to sell her eggs! Can you imagine, to survive and get through school without debt, she is willing to do this? She has a job.

I am going to tell her to get a loan too, so she has back up no matter what!