I think I was afraid of losing him. Pushing him further away. Like ever step I took has to be carefully planned in case this one step pushed him away for ever.

Now I'm just staying true to me. I live my life for me and the kids. If that pushes him away then that's what's meant to be.

M32 H37
DD1 6 DD2 5
M6 T10
EA 31.08.13
Separated and H moved out 19.09.13
ILYBINILWY 23.09.13
OW 11.13