Ambiv, my heart goes out to you. I so know the pain from hearing those words that they are not coming back. Makes you just want to throw up. But, I have to agree with MileHigh who seems to have consistently great advice. Do nothing - sit with it a while.
Know there are sooooo many others out there who are thinking of you tonight. And don't keep yourself from feeling and expressing your emotions - find a safe place where you can be alone and scream, yell, cry, curse, pound fists on a pillow - anything, just get the hurt out!! Then repeat as necessary . . I found it very helpful.
You are definitely in my prayers tonight.
((((BIG HUG)))))
Me 59 H47 M12 T22 No kids BD&S Apr 2,2013 - ILYBINILWY Filed 2/12/14 OW 11/13 The Universe always strikes you at your weakest point because that’s what most needs strengthening." – Joseph Campbell