Don't think at all. You're a very busy woman with a lot of responsibility.

After some rest you might come up with a good plan.

I have to read back in your thread. Does your h ever have your kids?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss