I feel like I need a break. I am tired. I have been the primary caregiver of my kiddos since BD (honestly since January 2012). Due to maternity leave at the beginning 2013, I have not had a day off work since February 2013 (other than the weekends). I have not even taken a day off or called in sick despite BD. I normally take off time for the holidays, but I don't have any days the rest of this year. Although I really want to stand for my M and to become a better person, I am tired of this struggle/journey tonight. I am been trying to GAL and keep myself busy to stop thinking about the sitch, but dang it is exhausting. I am just plain, old tired. Instead of just complaining, I am going to come up with a good plan to give myself a break. I am just too tired tonight to think of one
