So, so true. When you get it, it makes so much sense.

H told me a few days ago that one of the changes he's noticed is in the past I was always on the go, or needed to be going somewhere, doing something. Now I seem to be settled, happy, OK.

I acknowledged that this was true, I always felt there was something "out there" that was going to make me happy, still my anxiety.

I didn't know I already had it within me, just had to unearth it.


Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss