Ahhh but we can act "as if" smile I'm just fed up of the way he's treating me at the mo and when you get men who flatter you and treat you like a lady then it makes you think doesn't it? Which one would I rather have? Someone who criticises and sees the negative in everything I do or someone who's interested in me as a person. I want someone to look after me and care for me, not someone who drops my son off at the door and drives off. I feel he is done, I feel he's not going out of this MLC that he's in at the mo for a long time and can I wait that long?
I know I keep mentioning this 29 year old, but he did make me realise what I'm missing. It was night time when he'd finished the painting and the last thing he said to me when he left was - "lock the door behind me!". It's those little thoughtful things that you miss. I'm sure there's someone out there for me and if I'm still single when H comes out of his crisis, well we'll just have to see smile As long as the H who comes out of his crisis is the H that will care for me, will love me for who I am and support me smile


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!