Mach-Thanks for the analogy. Anything helps this time of year. 1st time decorating the house and tree with just me and the kids. I tried to enjoy it and partially succeeded. I am trying to get there.

It helps to know that we are not suffering alone this season. I am thankful for healthy kids, family, and friends. I am thankful that I have this forum to vent and help give me strength to keep going.


Me:33 H:35
M: 12 years
D-15 S-6
Bomb: 6-2013
OW: 11/2013
Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair
Kids and I moved back in 12/2013
H moved out 2/2014