Don't know what to think

[tigerlily78]

T-Boned. I am so sorry you are going through mediation, but it sure sounds like you are handling it as well as anyone could be expected.

I am glad for you that your H is being decent about it. From reading other threads it seems like the process could be so much worse. I know it is hard to count your blessings in times like this, but that is one thing to be grateful for... it could be ugly.

I can tell that even though you are sad about it, you sound really strong and that you are really communicating well and in control of your emotions. You SHOULD be proud of yourself for how you have conducted and carried yourself. I am in awe of you right now. I am an overcooked noodle compared to you.