There are probably more people in this boat with you than not.... so never feel alone! I gave my self a date that I am letting go and that date is about 2.5 weeks away... I will be blocking my H on all social media, deleting his number from my phone and not looking back. The only way I see getting past this is by accepting the truth....that will make me miserable at first, but in the end it will set me free.
I hope you enjoy every moment with your daughter this week. Stay positive! Things will get better.
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope