About the comment 'get one of these for next year' sounds like your wife is just like mine. The more your sitch develops the more it looks just like mine. ..

You will hear plenty of bizzare things from her. Shes confused and not ready to lose you. She clearly enjoys your company and i can relate to that.

For inspiration, I want to repeat that you are doing a great job. Really man. Accuray said it and I'd like to reiterate in different wordage...many of us, or all of us, backslid, pursued, acted needy, etc... and you seem to have it together.

Your wife occupies too much space in your head because you are still in the early part of your sitch where you still have her on a pedestal. Infact, lbs will elevate the WAS to new levels almost god-like. Dont worry this will subside and she will shrink back to her normal size soon.

Keep on doing what you are doing! !

PS do you shower with D3? Lol. Interesting.

Me, H-34 now 38
W-32 now 35
T-13 now 18 years
M-6 now 9
Daughter 3 years now 7
Bomb 11/27/12 - OM
1 year in house separation
Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017