Suckerpunch, the final thread

[planet]

Same here. I understand what you are going through.

XW and I were mediating a joint petition a couple of weeks after BD and a court hearing proceeded in a little over 3 months.
There was no cooling off/separation period at all.
I think XW wanted to move on as fast as possible. She hasn't looked back since. I know my timeline is shorter than most but hell did it moved fast.

I too can't seem shake off those feelings you've described. It just haunts. GAL does help even it's just for a couple of hours.
Know that good times are ahead. Look forward to that!