Afraid I have waited too long

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She called the police they came and basically said we cant make either of us leave. This upset her highly and she turned it around on me saying "are you happy with what you are doing?" I said absolutely not. I want to still work on things because I am still in love with her.

I dont think a contract will be acceptable to her. She is just saying these things because she is justifing her position. She told me I was crazy and demented and all of our friends and family told her so.

I said all our friends and family know I want a baby with her. She said anybody who believes that is just as nuts as me.

She called my mom when we first started discussing all this or rather her yelling at me and I trying to validate her feelings. She asked my mom if she knew what was happening and my mom replied yes he is coming to the and thinking about moving back in. She hung up and came out and said " I thought you said I could depend on your family because they love me and I love them." She said that is not the case and my family is conspiring against her. Because they knew I was doing this.

She said she is stupid she should have filed back when we separated but didnt because she didnt think I would surprise her like this and just force my way back in and force her to move out. She says she has no place to go. She has family to stay with it just wont be as free and easy as living by yourself in a nice without anybody to question what you are doing