I aim to please smile I'm a lot happier now since I've stopped stressing about H as I feel totally detached now smile I also feel that H is just not going to come back and I'm giving up hope. It's gone from him coming in for a coffee and watching TV together to him dropping our son off and driving off!!
I still have moments though where I get down about the sitch. Writing Christmas cards and presents from me and my son hurts like mad frown I think the flirting has lifted my spirits a bit, even though I don't want it, lol.
The message I ended up writing in the cards was -
2013 has not been a good year. My H left me earlier this year. I hope 2014 is going to be a better year.

H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!