uR,

Funny...even almost after 9 years post-MLC, your post has touched some exposed raw nerves within me. This surprised me today when I read it and I almost wanted to disappear from this forum for a while. The two main emotions that came up on the surface are: Pain and Regret. Hmmmm...interesting.

long, hard exhale

When I am a bit more settled after recognizing this long-buried memory in my DNA cells, I'll share some of my experiences, thoughts and views on your post.