Thank you, I so appreciate hearing from others that my feelings right now are fairly normal. I have been wondering if I am crazy, manic, severely depressed, etc. I have never felt this way, its so....physical. Thank you.
Yes, I know. NO more drinking. It makes everything worse and further - it makes me feel more anxious the next day - I dont know why. I have too many balls in the air right now & it is difficult to keep focused. I cant be hung over or more anxious than I am. Besides - my entire family drinks and I think I may have a drinking problem.
So, just to make it all even better. Ive quit smoking as well. I had quit before but started again during this last hellish campaign. I hate it. I hate it. Im doing a vapor form of E-Cigs , and doing well with it. I know that still isnt good, but right now - believe me - its the best I can do.
I am trying so hard to find another job. And Im getting somewhere but meanwhile - I have to take all of this time off the job I already have, unpaid, to go to interviews. Oh, and register my daughter for college.
PERFECT FREAKING TIMING
OK - so according to you people - Im not crazy , my feelings are normal and will lessen and become easier to deal with. Alright thank you. Im counting at that and going to try to not be so hard on myself.
