You had to do it Positivespin? You had to hit me with that 2x4, Thank you. I have been mind reading from the start, I have to stop it. And your right I have to stay the course, stay strong.
adinva, Im not trying to have any expectations and I personally feel great about the changes I'm personally making. I should have realized it sooner, but I was living with blinders on and I didnt even know it. I was living for myself, even though I had family.
But in all honesty Im not just making these changes for me, I am making them for my boys too. I want them to see a patient, kind, caring, strong, confident Godly man, who hopefully will want to be and act the same when they grow up.
Its just really difficult when your with the women you love and dont want to lose her. I am trying to accept that she may never want to R and we might get D, but it is so very difficult.
Me: 39 W: 33 M: 9 years T: 10 years S7 S10 BD 10/19/13 W Filed 11/25/13 EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA) WAW moved out 3/15/14