Vent, but do it move you to a better understanding.
Maybe all this needed to happen for you to really see xW. I used to think it was a big lot of metaphysical mumbo-jumbo but more and more I believe we get just what we need in life.
What's best for RT right now?
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss