Dealing with Uncertainty...

[NeedingMore]

I don't think anyone is following my thread, but I will keep posting for personal journaling...

After the holiday party, BF texted the next day to make sure I made it home ok. A few texts back and forth and then the next day NOTHING. I have a hard time when he doesn't text for a day. I know this is ridiculous at this point so I am working on it mentally. One day is no big deal. I am not initiating, and have been super busy with the new job, and school and kids! It is a great thing! Work is awesome. A lot of exciting things going on there for the holidays! Love it!

At the holiday party we took photo booth photos and I left one on H's dresser. He texted to thank me for leaving him our "cute" pics. A few texts back and forth and then he asked me what I am doing for my b-day which is the 22nd. I said I wasn't sure and then NOTHING. I hate when he does this! He texts me then I answer and then I don't get one back. I guess it is because he used to text or call me back right away no matter what. So...I am trying to just be positive about what I get. Then I hear again from him the next day and it says "sorry, I meant to send this yesterday." I guess I am just thinking how hard is it to text me, did you not think about it for over 24 hours and just realize that you didn't text me back? I just think it is rude...so if anyone has a 2x4 here, I am happy to hear it. I guess I am just venting, and I would never show this irritation to BF. I am happy when I do hear from him, but my mind wanders like crazy when I don't. I am just getting mixed signals that are so confusing!!

Last night he texted about b-day again...and I was very positive..he said hes been really busy, and texted "I love you, goodnight".

Tonight he texted again about my bday and asking me about my new job. Maybe me GAL is working a bit??