So tomorrow is my last day at work before I leave for my trip. (Vacation carries too many connotations.) I have thought a lot about what I might say to my W before we head our separate ways for the holidays. I have decided to tell her that, for as long as we have been together, I have loved her and I still do. I have not used the L work in many months. I have no expectations and do not expect her to reciprocate. After events earlier this year, I believe you never know what might be the last thing you say to someone. So what would you want the last thing you say to be? For me, that I love my W. Maybe she will think about what I have said while visiting her family.