I attended his family Christmas party with him last night. It was so hard, hugging them and being with the kids and MIL whom I love so much....knowing as I said goodbye that its possible I will never see them again.
I did it, but I drank too much and was all tears and drama when we came home. I have got to stop this behavior, he hates it.
He told his Mom today that we were divorcing , so ...
I still have some hope. Could use some encouragement.
