I'm glad you went to the party and yes, there are a lot of very nice people out there in the world (including men). Sometimes you have to push yourself to go out and have some fun, but also to have adult conversation for a change.

I'm glad to see you are working on your home maintenance list and checking things off as you go along.

Wrapping presents can be fun and I'm sure your D11 enjoyed doing this w/you. A fire can make a home very warm and toasty. Enjoy your time sitting there and just relax for a bit. Your stress level has been on over load lately and it needs a bit of a break.

Enjoy the time you spend w/the girls. They grow up so fast and then they are gone.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.