Wife wants Divorce, I do Not

[burning heart]

The books arrived the other day. I've been reading and giving things thought.

I've also had the flu.

I know the books will help. Me.
If my W was willing, it would help us.

I believe I'm letting go more, it's tough.
...I believe at some she will return. I do. This gift of time allows me to see, accept, and change my flaws and faults.

Part of me feels this is over most likely forever.

My eyes are burning from the fever.