The turmoil is still increasing!

I had a friend staying over and he just left. I made us a nice dinner and we just talked all evening and shared a lot of red wine yesterday. Never left the kitchen. It was nice. He spilled that he and others are talking about me and that they see and feel me changing a lot. At some point he even asked me if I had considered that all of these changes might cost me friends because I am turning in to somebody else.

I received an email yesterday late afternoon from W but didn’t see it until today.

In subject line "A drawing from D4 to daddy :-)"
The email contained a drawing that D4 did on the computer, Ws auto signature and nothing else.

I answered

Hi sweet D4
Thank you so much for the fine drawing. I got very happy when I received it.
We might print it out and hang it on the wall together.
Say hi to mom and D6 many times
Dad



These days I wonder if I am too withdrawn.


Me:44 W:43
D7, D5 (S11 from other R)

T: 8y - not M
ILYB: 8. Mar 2013
W moved: 1. Aug 2013
LRT: 20. Aug 2013
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