Damn I've been wondering about you lately. How ya doing buddy.
I'm pretty much in the EXACT spot you are. Our BD's even started within a week of each others. And we're the same age. Too much. lol. Maybe you need a trip up here to Reno, but not with all this damn snow. We haven't been above freezing in about 10 days now, its a real morale killer sometimes.
What plans have you got for xmas?
I know the holidays seem to add just a bit of added tension in our lives. At least we do it to ourselves. ok, maybe just me.
I know I've about given up all hope, and moved on to just grieving I guess. I'm not quite ready to date, maybe after the new year, but figure that's my next step. Wheres your frame of mind?
Anyways friend, I hope all is well with you. You seemed to be struggling just a tad your last few posts. That's ok, it still doesn't mean anything one way or the other, we put too much stock into all of it sometimes. I think you thought your wife was more or less involved in something long distance, mine too.
Just out of curiosity, have you checked out the dating scene at all............scary!!! I discovered it def. not something to rush. I'm not ready yet, period.
I have to tell you, I haven't dated, but had an old friend come into town, that really was pushing me for more, I told her I just wasn't there yet. But I was excited to see her. Her divorce was two years ago, it was amazing, we talked for 3 weeks before she came down. But the person that showed up was completely different. Talked about how she burned all her ex's clothes up, stalked him for a while. Bitter bitter bitter. Her life was in absolute turmoil and she was still going backwards.
I know im doing pretty well during the days, evenings. Its when I go to bed, my mind takes over I guess, I cant remember the last time I've NOT dreamed of my wife. I have no idea how to stop it either. Do you have that issue?
Hope to hear from you soon, I've high jacked your thread enough. lol
