Hi all! I hope everyone is doing fine tonight. Just a bit of an update since it's been a while...
I've been doing my best to enjoy my life, and it seems to be working. I'm fairly content with my limbo sitch. Oh, I still have moments of despair, but they are short. I really believe that we will make it through this MLC.
If I can hold my pants on that long.
It seems to me W has been less depressed, and maybe even warming up to me a bit. Warmer greetings, more eye contact, and more conversation. She's also been singing around the house more too, and listening to Christmas music.
Next Thursday will be the 2nd anniversary of her Mom's death. (which started this whole crises) Like last year, I will be leaving her a card letting her know I'm there and thinking of her. Last year she pretty much ignored it, (which was ok by me) so it will be interesting to see the response this year. Kind of a temp check of sorts I suppose.
Tonight W was meeting up with LS. (my Little Sister) Afterwards she went x-mas shopping. Came home and we talked, and she showed me what she bought.
So we're getting along great, but I continue to wonder if I'm stuck in the friend zone.
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
