Fog City Coaster - trouble hanging on

[2ndtimearoundCA]

I am never totally sure how much of a back story to give when I start a new thread. I have been here for a while.

Over the past 10 months since bd w has peeked thru the door several times (metaphorically) and just when it feels like she is in reach she disappears again.

Most recently w wished me happy birthday in mid November and asked me to have drinks with her only to apparently forget the night we were supposed to go.

She said she wanted to give me a rain check, but she is always busy with work and seemingly not around on the weekends.

She didn't respond to my happy thanksgiving text.

I had a bit of a backslide the week after thanksgiving.

I woke up in the middle of the night frustrated and text her: "time for something different"

That text of course made no sense. She responded the next morning "???"

I responded "for example different registration stickers on your car"

I have a bunch of her mail including her car registration. I know that was a bizarre response from me. I guess I am kind of losing it.

She responded by basically telling me I am a weirdo, but said she wanted to stop by to pick up her mail. This was Two Fridays ago. She said she was coming by to get her stuff but didn't follow thru.

This past Wednesday she tried to make contact to pick up stuff several times but I was busy all day and said she could come by on Thursday. She said she would catch me next week. So she is apparently gone for the weekend again.

That brings us up to date.