It's just a moment; This time will pass

[Whiterose]

It sounds like I'm being bitter but it really made me upset to see H so lost and angry....he's so confused and it hurt me to see him like that. I really do pray he finds happiness. At night in my prayers I say a prayer of gratitude for him, gifting me with our boys, and ask God to give him blessings.....I want him to be happy after a lifetime of being so sad and angry. I just cannot allow him to take me and the boys into the pit with him-it's my job to make sure the cycle is broken.

Side funny note....after court yesterday I messaged my tenant, he works in the same area, and I said I need a coffee and a shoulder....he met me at a local coffee shop. He's a FF and had to bring his driver with him, as they're on shift, and according to T his driver tried pointing me out to T (check that one out) and T said "speak of the devil!" He's a 27 year old.....that made my day!! LOL it's the little things, eh:)