Finding nuggets of gold on this Great Big Hill

[Pudmuddle]

Thanks Heather. I am going to be good to me today. I took my S shopping for some jeans and we had fun because he is so silly sometimes. We got some salads and ate them together, it was good mom son time.

I also spent time getting some online xmas shopping done, so I was able to cross a few things off my list, so that felt good.

I even took a nap for a little bit today. Still exhausted from the emotions of last night.

I don't think you are the worst db-er ever, Heather. I think you had a LOT of things happen in your life that are out of your control. I think you are amazing for finding the better side of you in all the life muck you have waded through, so hang in there my friend.