Had an awesome day with S4 and S3 today. A day filled with holiday activies including their first time ice skating. It was so much fun to give my full attention to them without the baby. Despite the fact we had an awesome time I caught myself thinking a few times "h and I should try this place,". I don't know when or if those thoughts ever leave. I had extended an invitation to H to join us (since the kids were doing a few "first" things). He declined. Again it was his loss because he had an amazing time.
