Wife says she wants to leave (Part 2)

[bluesgal]

You were human for a moment. It's ok. The holidays are killing me. I used to feel such joy during this time of year.

I just feel alone now. I keep wondering:

What will next Christmas look like?
Will our house be up for sale?
Will this be our last Christmas together?
Will my kids ever have our traditions again?

And then the memories of years past. Last year, my H bought me a black pearl necklace for Christmas. It was the one I've wanted for years. If you would have told me then, what my life looks like now, I would have never believed it.

How can this be happening? Hang in there, cc. At least we have these boards to keep us sane.