Rough morning.

Put up the tree with D and W. All of the ornaments of us together and the memories...

I stayed cool during the whole process, but had to leave and go into my bedroom afterwards and just cry. I thought that I was alone, but W ended up following me in after a few minutes. She asked if I was ok.

She asked if I was ok.

She asked if I was ok.

Do I need to say it again? AM I OK? NO I AM NOT OK. (that's how I felt)

But what i said was, I'll be fine. I just want to be alone.

Effing Christmas.


M28 W27
D3
M 2years
Bomb 9/23/2013
Separated 11/17/2013
EA/PA Confirmed 12/5/13

Expecting Compliance is Control
What would you do, if you weren't Afraid?