Reaching out for support and advice!!

[bluesgal]

Met H at D15 Bball game last night. Things are so awkward. We said hi, then struggled with any conversation after that. Eventually, things eased a bit and we talked a lot about the game and H told me a story about the kids.

When it came time to leave, H was angry at me for meeting my sister and going for a couple of drinks. I invited him to come along and he declined, but still got angry at me for going?? I just don't understand how everything I do is wrong. What does he want? I don't feel strong today. I feel like this is never going to end.

Why is it so hard to be friendly, kind, and communicate? Is it his guilt? Is it hatred towards me? This morning I felt like giving up.