T 10.5 M 7.5 Me 37, she 41. Jealousy issues from me in early yrs. Much much better now. Almost non-existent. Made stupid mistakes while drinking. Made another one 56 days ago and boom. We live together, 2 step-kids, 1 grandkid. Can not separate until house sales ($$$ reasons). Rough rough 56 days . I finally said I'm tired and I'm letting you go (with the hopes of her returning) We cried, hugged laughed and she thanked me and said that really shows who u r. Good days/bad days. Sleep together, no sex (trying). Last night her Christmas party. Started at 5P, she came home at 2A. that boils my blood, as we met in a bar and it's r thing to go out. She knows this. We would never cheat & she says she is D for her and she doesn't want anyone else. Plz help me! I am hurting here and at a loss. I've tried the do's and dont's but it's difficult. Just ordered Divorce Remedy. Any advice is greatly appreciated
