dearest ambi,

The things you have posted over the past few days have been exactly how I have been feeling. Only you express it much better than I. I have all the same fears and worries and I hate it. So I appreciate that you can so ably express yourself and put it out for all to see, because I needed to read it and the advice you got from others. Thank you for that.

We need to believe we are strong. I don't feel so strong anymore either, but I am trying. Patience is our enemy and our keeper. How do we find that patience when we think we are being treated badly...I don't know. We just keep going I guess.


Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.