H home for lunch today. Minimal contact. He told me to check on how much Christmas tree is at the nursery. I sent him the price from their ad.
He sends me a message: "I'm gonna try to take a 30-60 minute nap alone, don't bug me, seriously. We might get a tree when son gets home. Leave me alone please."
How much would I have loved to lay down and have a nap with him? SO MUCH. More than sexy stuff I think at this point... that is how badly I have been sleeping.
I told him I would leave him alone. Now a lawn crew is using leaf blowers across the street... so much for rest.
I am just going to tell myself that today he NEEDS rest, and if I went and laid down he would't have rested, he would have been too aroused. PMA.
me-35 WAS-37 T-16 1/2 Son-14 (HF Aspergers) BD,ILYBINILWY,"I met my soulmate": Oct5,2013 "Letting go because I love him, holding on because I love him."