I think it may be because I don't see him that often. When I do see him and he is acting like my H then it is different. The fact is that he is not acting like my H at the mo and he doesn't even stick around anymore to watch a bit of TV or have a coffee. I get the impression that he's done and already moved on. I'm full of "what ifs?" at the mo - what if i meet someone and he decidea he wants to come back? is my big one at the mo. I do think of my son as well, of how much better he will be to have his dad back in our lives and to know that we have saved our marriage. I wonder at times what we're teaching our kids, that it's ok just to give up on your marriage? Both our parents have been divorced - his mum's been married 3 times. I was hoping that this time round we would break the cycle of this happening and actually work at saving our marriage. Anyway, I'm too busy to be brooding too much about this, lol. I've still got a lot to do before Christmas and it's not going to get done itself We're at an activity day tomorrow, doing crafts with the kids I'm really looking forward to it My HM friend is still pestering me to meet up and I keep having to put her off. She's getting me down at the mo She said that she misses our chats, but we've only missed a week! I said I know but it's a busy time of the year and she just said never mind. I think that she was thinking that I would say, yes I miss them too! I've got plenty to keep me busy next week and she should GAL! lol.
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
She said that she misses our chats, but we've only missed a week! I said I know but it's a busy time of the year and she just said never mind. I think that she was thinking that I would say, yes I miss them too! I've got plenty to keep me busy next week and she should GAL! lol.