Heather, thanks for posting this. I read it on our thread and it resonated with me big time.
I was really never a marathon runner… Just don’t have enough lung capacity… Running long distance has been always so painful to me… I do 5K every year, and I run 3 rounds around the park a few times a week, but this is about it. I guess I’m so tired and not cut for a marathon…
Saw the chargers on business CC. It looks like H thrown a bog party, holly cow, huge charge… And he is staying at the motel again, in his base town where he used to rent a room. I sent him an e-mail with updated company file yesterday and asked him what he wanted to do with the checks that came for him (for business invoices). I know he checked his e-mails. But… there is not reply. I’m so tired of this sh!!t.
My Mom got on my case today and I told her that I wanted everybody just to live me alone. She is leaving this weekend, going back home. She told this to me and said that I didn’t talk to her. I don’t know what to talk to her about. I don’t want to listen to her negative sh!!t, and I don’t want to discuss me. Now I feel like a horrible person, who deserve every bit of punishment the universe it having for me.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
