Thanks that was the one I was looking for. Christmas baking day today. I had put it off as my H was saying he did not want to eat so much .. then I realised that is all about him not me I like Christmss baking so I will bake..
I think I have spent so long allowing his wishes to set my agendas that I have to think through even simple things The question being.. Does this make me happy ... just me . I f it does then do it and if he does not like it.. oh well sux to be him
Even better a new family here asked if I would bake some things for them which I really like the thought of. I do like doing for others so all good.
Not even thinking this is a 180 it is just what I want... like the killer stilettos I bought yesterday. Cant run in them but they sure make me tall. And feel elegant..should I add I haven't owned a pair in years because he doesn't like them...again had to think and realised how much his wishes managed my decisions..
maybe that whole thought process is a 180... don't really care actually.. makes me smile
plus he gave no answer on my January holiday and did he have any plans.. so I have booked a week in Turkey with a friend.. and that news I will keep to myself.. should I send a postcard? Or is that petty?.. or do I even care... feeling good today
