The roller coaster, it goes way up and it goes waaaaaay down. The ups makes the downs worse, don't they?
You know what? She was nice to you yesterday, she also used to f your brains out when you were dating right? You know what both have in common?
The past.
If she called you right now and said the sweetest things in the world, the moment you hung up with her that conversation you had would be: In the Past.
Enjoy the moments but do not expect them to continue forward, hold on to them as a glimpse that the women you love is still in there.
You control the height of the roller coaster, and if you control the height you control the drop. Enjoy the moment for what it is, a moment, not the building block of the future.
Here is what to expect from her in the future:
Nothing
If you go in thinking she will be a witch with a b, well that shows up cause you're defensive.
If you go in thinking she is going to be all, I was stupid lets work this out...well...have fun reaching into THAT blender.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
