I think it was different at different times or during different stages.
At first it was to get her back and the integrity I felt for my vows.
That grew over time into a desire for growth. Standing in the face of adversity or at times seemingly long odds makes you question everything about your M, your W and most importantly yourself.
THAT was the fuel that carried me through. The desire to know myself and realize who I wanted to be and set my goals for myself.
It got easier when I centered my efforts around what I wanted and not what was being done to me.
Evolving from being a victim to being victorious.
Hey Jack. Nice to hear from you.
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am