Agggggh. I just can't shake this from my thoughts, I do for awhile then its back. Im being happy, strong, patient, and kind of quite at home. Im listening, using eye contact, agreeing. Im doing 180's, Im trying to detach. The thing for me that I cant get out of my head is the TIME.

- On Oct 19 she said she was done and wanted a D.

- On Nov 26 She filed for D with Attorney

- Now today Im getting the papers, Merry Christmas

Me: 39 W: 33
M: 9 years
T: 10 years
S7 S10
BD 10/19/13
W Filed 11/25/13
EA Confirmed 2/2/14 (no evidence of PA)
WAW moved out 3/15/14